Life is meaning less

My heart breaks as you torture me to death, i see you everywhere i look, but i can never reach you. i run to the edges of the earth for the love i must have. i reach out to you, only to fall as are hands touch.
falling
falling
i wonder
what did i do
why am i so unworthy of you
why do i swell with anger in myself
why do you ignore me
what can i do
for your
love
?