Where does a corner end?

The sun is shining but its rays cannot touch the wires of my heart
I stopped myself from letting go, but I am falling apart
Flying the kite in a windless sky
It's not so hard to leave this world behind

My days snail across the sun

Cannot find " i " in life
This pain still stabs me in the heart, like a sharp knife
Tears stain the heartache on the face
I feel so empty, cannot breath in this maze

My mind is a two way tunnel

I lay at night paralyzed in my bed
I almost choke on the words that I never said
Thoughts circulate like a wheel of time
It's too late to measure the mountain that I was afraid to climb

The road is getting narrower not closer

I'm dangling my soul in today's air
I don't know where God is, and I don't know who I am
Holding back the tears for the uncured years
I cannot decode the meaning behind these fears

Sometimes I go to sleep forgetting how to breathe.