I hate it

I hate the fact that I love you,
I hate it that I still care.
I hate you for knowing this,
I hate that you're not there.
I mostly hate our memories,
That make me cry each night.
I hate how all these come about,
Whenever you are in sight.
I hate how when I see you,
My heart breaks in two.
Yet with all the pieces,
I know I'll always love you.
I hate how life goes on,
When mine just sits in place.
I hate how my world shatters,
Each time I see your face.
I hate how you did this,
Knowing how much I care.
I hate how you just bring me down,
With every little stare.
I hate how you know none of this is true,
Even though I'm hurting you.
I can't hate the fact that,
I'm still in love with you...