What is

What is music if it's just telling me what i've been through?
those love songs had happy endings that i never had with you.
what is time if i can't spend it with you alone?
those times that i need to feel the love you never shown.

what is fairy tale if it would never come true to us?
those fairy tales made me believed in just a hush.
what is acceptance if you can't accept who i am?
it's the only thing i want from you to free me from being crammed.

what is sunrise if we can't begin a day together?
even its shine has denied me my happiness forever.
what is waking up everyday for a new life?
when a life with you is enough to lose the fight.

what are dreams if it would just vanish in my memory?
unforgotten dreams turned into nightmares and misery.
what is laughter if you only caused me suffering and pain?
i've tried hard to change for better but i felt disdained.

what is truth if you only tell me indiscreet lies?
truth is the key to stop my agony and cries.
what is love if you never really felt you loved me?
sorry for giving up my true love for you but i want to be free.
-8/28/09