I know the feelings you are trying to express and on this site there are many such poems a lot better written than yours though it has great potential.
The meter and flow is not that good and it makes your poem a bit unconvincing, as if you are contriving it and settling for nothing better, if you can get my gist.

L4 of 1st Stanza
Now I don't know what's (for the) best like I used to do(are these words necessary)

The first two lines of the 2nd Stanza
Are just one example of what I mean it breaks up a reasonably good first stanza

The 3rd line is a conclusion and it stand by itself which leaves the the 4th line hanging and senseless

3rd Stanza
When ever I look into the sky and see a soaring dove up high,
I remember you and my heart wants to cry,
I guess I will have to go on feeling blue,
While waiting for the time I will hate you.

My stanza is not good but I think it is better than yours.

I am trying to show you the possibilities that are availiable if you edit and edit your poem and write any ideas down before you change it, use your rhymning dictionary it gives you an extra arrow in your bow. A excellent poem is usually never rushed it looks as if you rushed this. Hope this helps. 4/5 Ray S

Yeah mate, that helps me alot, all the ideas. Thanks :)

I liked it... It's cute and I know what you mean. It's like you know you should despise the person for all they've done but you damn well can't.

Good Job Nathan,
Rebbeca