What Are You Talking About

It's been almost a year,
That you and I have been apart.
Falling is not a single tear,
Breaking is not my heart.

I don't understand why,
All of a sudden you say stop.
Stop what I ask.
Rumors...
I have not!

I miss my friend,
You know your new girlfriend.
Her and I don't talk.
And you think I blame you!

Why is it always about the boy?
Why is it such a mess..
I've moved on from you,
But not her.

I can let go of us,
Especially because I've found better.
But damn it I can't let go of her,
For I'll miss her laughter forever.

I know she hates me,
And whomever is saying stuff will die.
Because I've had enough,
I am not the bad guy!

Still sitting here in shock,
At what you say.
Still trying to unlock,
What it is your talking about.
Rumors???