Good job. this was heartbreaking and i don't even know what to say. my favorite line was "loved by pain" it's like pain always finds you, and there's no running away from it. keep it up because this was really deep. :) would you please rrc "put to rest"?

"the deeper i cut the less become human"

^ I would change the above line to

"The deeper I cut the less human I become"

Apart from that one line you have an excellent poem

5/5

Wow very nice write!
I can relate

Nice write
simple but beatiful its lovely

Many people suffer from self-harm, using it as a release the emotions they hold inside.

"nothing more to this earth
than a twig
outcast since birth"

-wow!!! I love that metaphor!