BeccaSTAR : How do I ?

How do I say ?
Each rotting day
runs into the next

full of regret
life is so hard

to understand and , yet
I fall for you

And you rip me to shreds
thanks to you I don't know what to do

It feels liked you punched a hole
through my heart

And left and empty space
Where I once loved you

I don't understand
Why would you

Do this to me?
And others to

You will get yours one day
I'll see it through