Depression is back worse than ever.

Theres only one thing on my mind
how badly i want to die
how badly you hurt me
when you said goodbye.

I cant go on
i am falling apart
how can i keep breathing
when you've taken everything including my heart

I used to write
i used to smile
and i dont know how long its been
but i know its been a while

My depression is back
worse than ever
and i cant stop crying
when i think how you said forever.

I really trusted you
when you said you wouldnt leave like the rest
You tore me apart with your lies
My life was getting back on track now im a mess.

I cant express my pain
but its written on my wrist
what about the life we planned?
what about our first kiss?

did you think about how much
it would hurt when you lied
or did you not care
how badly you would hurt me inside.

You made a promise
one that you broke.
this is goodbye
this is my suicide note.