In Completness 'fills me

I know what i said,
i know its a lie
I understand
I'm not going to bother and try

I have an addiction,
My knife and blade,
i have an addiction,
that will never fade

its always there to company me
never will it let me down
it takes away my tears
and doesn't leave a frown

the crimson red liquid
dripping from my arm
to me its all them
not i doing self harm

my emotions burst
and are killing me inside
Yes i get it
I'm sorry i lied

the blade, my only friend
the one who's always there
you say when i do it
You wouldn't dare

in front of you
inside of me
i cut my arm
the blood is set free

no more does it hurt
until it all builds up
my life is like
an over filled cup

its full of shit
but so empty inside
don't try and pull that crap
My life has been denied

I'm in complete
now that he is gone
i regret ever
being born

He was there
just for me
then he did that
over i want to be

its all over,
its the end
get over yourself
Your no longer a true friend

i hand you ten black roses
each for a lie
i lied about the promises
i couldn't resist i had to try