This Pain Inside Me

I don't know what this feeling is.
Its like a pain inside of me.
Its like a depression
that doesn't let me breath

For all is lost in Love and War
But the pain never seems to end
trying to find something to fill the hole
and finding out how to mend

Broken and alone
I sit, waiting and hoping
that maybe one day
I'll be happy and the smile on my face
won't be fake.