Just go

~i wanted to make my own poetry style,
~rhyme scheme: bbA-ccA-ddA-.. .
~syllable pattern: 7 - 5 - 15

~but besides that, i was really emotional
~and i just needed to write something down..

There is no point in asking..
No point in knowing..
Time is not on my side, there's nothing more I can do.. Really..

Is there more to figure out?
More to think about?
I will be alone, there's no turning back.. That's reality..

I know it's for the better..
All for the better..
Then why do I now feel like it's killing me.. Very slowly..

Can anything still be done?
Now before you're gone?
Even if I try, I will surely fail.. Please help me fix me..

I try hard to ignore it..
Too weak to face it..
But sands are falling, clocks are ticking.. The time will come, surely..

Only I will ever know..
Not to you I show..
The truth of my sorrow: I do wish you to go.. It must be..

There is no sense in hiding..
No sense in faking..
I want to keep you for all time.. Forever, is that silly?

But if I believe in fate..
If I choose to wait..
Damn.. We all know i don't.. Then does that mean I won't?

You tell me..