I wonder

Once again i find myself
traveling trough the empty corners of my mind
disappointed i cannot be
because i knew from the start there was nothing to find.

& I wonder
is this the way things are suppose to be ?
life is so senseless so plain,
like all i do is dream in vain

emptiness strikes
turn off the lights inside
yet beneath a smile
the truth peacefully hide

and i wonder
will things go on like this?
let me out of this mental jail cel I shout
i wanna explore,love ,discover
i wanna find whats life all about

I wonder If I get a peak of the future
If i see all it holds for me
maybe then I'll have hope today
that tomorrow will set me free

because i dont know much
But I know I cant go on like this
I feel so screwed so lost
and i'm not willing to pay the cost

For staying here one more day
I'm afraid my heart won't take it
Please tell me good things are on the way
Tell me,And i might find reason to stay