Mother

I lie in bed with tears running down my cheek and knowing you don't care what I go through you have no idea what I feel, now I don't want anything to do with you, don't blame anyone else but yourself and

your stupid boyfriend, lying and turning people against me doesn't help at all, can't you see what you do and say makes everything worse, no you don't and you wonder why your sons don't talk and want nothing to do

with you, but you keep pushing them more to the edge knowing the damage you are causing with them and the people around you, it's unfair to us kids the way you treat us well guess what mum we aren't puppet's

on a string that you can control, you can keep trying but since you have left us it's made us stronger, you may think different to us but guess what we don't care what you think or do anymore, me and the boys want

nothing to do with you why can't you get through you head, and dad well he only talks to you because of us kids, people now think I suffer from depression because of all the shit you put me through but it's like

you give a shit what my mental state is, now all my emotions are all over the place and I can't seem to control them anymore, I'm happy one moment then sad the next angry, it's to much for me I can't handle it.

TO BE FINISHED