I Still...

by Nonna   Apr 7, 2010


I still wonder every single night,
How could you go through it, without me?
I still wish that you would finally,
Break the spell and set me free.

I still cry myself to sleep,
Every night, on my bed.
I still dream of your return,
Making me smile, instead.

I still wake up every morning,
With tears filling my eyes.
I still remember the last time I saw you,
Your last "I love you" as we say our goodbyes

I still see you everywhere,
Smelling your scent, feeling your touch.
I still can't believe you're really gone,
Listen to me, I need you so much

I still picture our future,
You and me as husband and wife.
I still see you as my everything,
Without you, I don't want this life.

I still think of not having you here,
And I find myself falling to the ground.
I still picture my life without you,
And I can't even breathe, can't make a sound.

I still want to know how much longer,
Would I be able to deal with this pain?
I still wonder could everything be alright,
Would I ever see myself smiling again?

I still remember everything about you,
Every detail, I can't erase.
I still remember that rainy day,
The way you comfort me and that look on your face.

I still hold your teddy bear,
Close to my broken heart.
I still don't know how to cope,
When deep inside, I'm all torn apart.

I still cry whenever I remember,
That you would leave me to another.
I still wonder could we ever find, a love like ours,
A love so strong, a love like no other.

I still miss you when something good happen,
Cause I know that if you were here, I would smile.
I still miss you when something bad happen,
Cause I know that you would make everything worthwhile.

I still write down things to you,
Talking with you whenever I need.
I still say to myself, I'm fine,
But in the inside, I constantly bleed.

I still smile when I hear your voice,
But then tears always follow.
I still can't believe you're really gone,
I can't bare another lonely tomorrow.

I still tell you how much I love you,
"I miss you" I keep whispering in the phone.
I still try to make you feel I'm not hurting,
I hang up and realize, from now on I'm all alone.

I still miss every word I used to tell you,
And I wonder if you miss it too.
I still wonder have you ever realize,
I would have given up my life for you.

I still wonder have I ever told you,
To be with you, I would give up anything.
I still don't know if you know,
Through you, I knew everything.

I still ask myself should I disappear,
Would it be better for you, if I stayed away?
I still wonder if you know that your voice,
Is the only thing that helps me to go through another day?

I still do everything you wanted me to,
I swear,everything...except the frown.
I still behave to match your expectations,
I don't want to ever let you down.

I still pray for your happiness,
I do really wish you all the best.
I still see you as one of a kind,
You're so unique, nothing like the rest.

I still need you, to make me stronger,
I need you, to be able to live.
I still need all your kindness, all your care,
All the power, to me you used to give.

I still can't deny, the fact that i can't do it,
I'm not that strong, not anymore.
I still love you...No I can't forget,
And it just breaks me, every second a bit more.

I still can't move on,
Honestly, I don't want to let go.
I still hold on to your memories,
Cause, you are all that I know.

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  • 13 years ago

    by Ducky Ramone

    Excellent poem! heartbreak is one of the worst things to ever have to go through. im going through it right now, too. thanks for writing this. keep up the great work. :)

  • 13 years ago

    by paige

    Sad,romantic,sentimental..great! x