Madness

Today I'll lose my sanity
Today into madness I will fall
I can hear it calling out to me
"Join me, come on, it's okay...
Being crazy makes for an easier day"
The voice is from deep within my heart
Talking battered, and bruised from the start.

Today I'm going to text you
Today you'll probably think I'm psycho
The proverbial deep end is coaxing
"Just jump, Jaklynn, come to me...
Crazy is not a bad thing to be"
You know that only you can save me
From falling into my insanity

Today you're going to know for sure
Today I'll tell you exactly how I feel
I'm just not sure yet where to start
"I love you, Jay, so what did I do...
It drives me nuts not to talk to you"
Your answer can push me over the edge
Or pull me up off of my ledge

Today you will make me go crazy
Today my sanity will be lost to you
"You pushed me away cuz you're so damn clingy...
Now, there is no chance of a you and me"
So will you make me lose my mind today?
Will you even have anything to say?