So tired...

Haven't you always
hated me?
you don't care
you need me
you love me
but do I need you?

you always say
things to hurt
then take them back
I don't mean it
I never said it
but oh, you did.

I've been
lost, hurt, unhappy, confused
you've been pissed
you've been accusing
you've been mean
and I don't need it.