Didn't You Ever Wonder?

Didn't you ever wonder, how things could have really been?
If you never walked away and my pain you would have seen.

Didn't you ever wonder, why I stopped confiding in you,
Why every night I'd cry all by myself, tortured by the truth.

Didn't you ever wonder, how much a difference you'd have made,
If you stopped and listened once, understood and maybe stayed.

Didn't you ever wonder, why you never caught me smile,
And even when I did, it never lasted a long while.

Didn't you ever wonder, if I actually moved on?
Or did you just assume that things were great, when it had just begun.

Didn't you ever wonder, why I could never look to your eyes,
And the reason why is because inside I can feel myself die.

Didn't you ever wonder, if I needed you again?
Or did you just choose to leave me and deprive me of a friend?

Didn't you ever wonder, why I couldn't let it go?
Now you can wonder all you like, because you'll never get to know.