One Step Closer

Day by day things worsen,
It's like my end is lurchin'.
Not caring about anything anymore,
Life to me has become a bore.
Just wanting to let it end,
I'm tired of having to pretend.
Everyone thinks that I'm not afraid,
But the truth is I am afraid; of me.

No matter how hard I try,
It keep come back to my rueful life.
Depression pulling me into a deeper grasp,
I have given up for a simple fact.
Nothing more to make me happy,
Isn't my life crappy?
My end is soon to come with exposer,
Cause' everyday I get one step closer.