Not so secret love

Every night I wait to hear
About your day
I smile at your triumphs
And sympathize with your struggles

Every night I wait for you to be my best friend
At least for one more night
Well aware that in the sunlight
Our friendship will be out of sight

I don't know what I want from you
And I don't know what I feel for you
But I do know that when I'm beside you
And when I talk to you

my heart pulse quickens
my face begins to flush
and my stomach flutters
as if I was falling from a third floor

I know that I've hurt you
More than anyone thought
And I'm sorry for the pain
that was caused by me

I hope you'll give me another chance
A chance I don't deserve
Let me be with you
And show you that I speak the truth

I don't want to admit it
I don't want to speak those words
Those three dreaded words
That would change my world
I LOVE YOU