There are thoughts I cannot erase
thoughts that will haunt me forever.
They will scar me for life
and I can't seem to fight it.
I keep remembering everything that happened
these things trigger a surge of overwhelming saddness.
I'm trying so hard to let go of the past
& I've let go of a lot
but these memories are just clinging onto me.
These memories are preventing me from living in the present
because I can't get over the past.
All the things you said to me
every stupid lie I belived
I can't erase the memory.
I can't live my life like this
I wanna run, but there's no where to go.
Maybe I'm afraid of forgetting
Maybe I'm afraid it will happen again