Paint Me Frightened

When peace of mind comes last to life
I'll call on cloudy nights
For whats another sleepless day
Spent planning out our fights?

We never fought and never will
For what is love but strong?
I'll hope, I'll cry, I'll scream for life
Spent living horrid wrong

You cant control the spilling ink
When cloudy nights attack
Bleeding black across the page
Wont bring your fair mind back

And only when we've caught the words
Carved straight into the skin
Of others walking by our scuff
Will we know where we've been

Now cloudy past won't clear aside
To make room for the rain
That comes from staying up so high
Without the needles pain

Without the toxic side effects
I'd surely show my shock
So paint me frightened, paint me red
Paint the showing rot