Drained

Tears drop on this blank page
The darkness rattling within like an animal caged
I can no longer hold the rage
My life is in grey and black shades
The pain helps the memories fade
I find comfort in this blade
Slowly dripping, draining my life away
I'm already dead, watching my lifeless body decay
Asleep with the deceased waiting for judgement day
Staring at mirror, wondering how I became this way
I could never understand what goes on in my suicidal brain
Put myself through torture so you can feel an ounce of the pain
The silence of the night keeps me sane
Ending the cycle, breaking of the chain
There is no pulse in my veins
I can already feel the flames