BELIEVE ME I TRIED NOT TO...BUT...

I tried not to want you
I tried not to care
But everyday I keep dreaming
Of all that we could possibly share

I tried not to show you
Emotions I learned to feel
But how can I just ignore you
If your first "hi" trapped me for real

I tried not to think about you
Or wonder if you're with her
But my mind can't just help thinking
Wishing I was the lucky girl

I tried not to dream of you
Always wishing you were here
But I hunger for your hugs and kisses
And every time I want to draw you near

I tried not to need you
Reality says it's wrong, yes i know
But proven guilty I don't care
My heart knows what's right and true

I tried not to love you
I'm not supposed to love you
And believe me I tried not to
But forgive me I've fallen for you.

DEDICATED TO: MY PRINCE :)