Choice

I sit here and watch you go by
Everyday I feel you forget
Even though I know all I could change
My heart only knows the reason why I don't

She likes to rub it in my face
That she is the one in your arms now
And in a strange way I don't mind
I suppose my curiosity outweighs the pain

I wander if you Still think about it
Or just think of me as nothing more
Than just a memory tucked away
With the other ones you no longer care for

Maybe one day the news will come to me
That her hand is the hand
You decide to put your ring on
And inalready know the pain I will feel

There will no doubt be a pain in my heart
A longing to know what could of been
Where I may be at that point in my life
If maybe I had changed my mind

Would my life really be that different?
If I had chosen you instead of him
Would I have been happier?
And my world not so dim