Wow this was beautiful. I love the transition from the daydream/memory to the present thoughts. I could feel myself in your words which is hard to do. Has to be one of my faves I've read in a while. I really need to get back into read.
WHoops! Did that slip? The 2 words I meant to say were...You're amazing!!
I'm not sure why you're having such trouble writing this month because this poem was amazing! Your descriptions, the words, I absolutely loved every second reading this :)
I miss your work a lot I hope sparks of inspiration start coming to your head!