Escape

Put on a smile before you walk out the door.

Fight back your tears, all your feelings you ignore.

Cover up your scars to hide the proof, but they still know

all know the things you do.

Skip one meal, or maybe two, you think whats the harm this could do?

Destroy the outside trying to get in.

Your uncoverd lies you so helplessly defend.

Throw on some make up , dont let them see.

Pretend your someone you could never be.

Stop acting so nieve so stupid, confused, your

not the first girl thats even been used.

You Bottel it up,you dont let it spill.

Theres a monster inside you've neglected to kill.

Write out the blue prints of how you want this to end.

You always find out the fake from the true friends.

By now your good at acting, putting on a show.

You live this script, how far have you let your self go?

Look at you now? can you even see?

Can you look in the mirror and say this is me?

Do you like who you are? who you could be?

Quit hoping on stars they'll never come true,

no matter the crying the hoping, theyres not a thing

you can do.

Just end it now, go out in style.

The words repeat, even after its been a while.

Little glass jars you use to replace your heart.

Lower your face, to turn from the light.

Hold my hand, hold on to it tight.

Leap from the edge and just free fall.

You come to win, but you lose it all.

Do you know who you are?

Do you even care?

Your read like a book, they know the pains there.

Why cant you be honest?

Why do you have to hide?

you know you dont mean it

when you say im alright.

Look who youve hurt,

who you continue to still.

Have you no strenght,

no power no will?

You wont let it out,

you wont let them see you cry.

You rather take it to the grave

than tell with the option to stay alive.

Your quite the mess, and there starting to see.

You feel overwhelmed like you cant breath.

Your looking for an escape, a chance to run.

Away from the world, from everyone.