Where am I ?!

The fog fills this place painting it with shades of gray and gloom
What once was so clear feels so vague and obscure
One day you'd be followed by a shadow and suddenly it becomes you
You walk astray and reach a place only to realize it's not where you aimed

So you hold on to every atom of your existence fearing to slip into the waters
But a wretched Cimmerian thought strikes shredding all of the senses
When you see this place for the first time through these dusky eyes
So what if you fiddle with fate and drown yourself into the flow of water

But life is not that easy for the wind rushes and whispers caressing your soul
As the graceful doves soar and glide revealing the light behind the clouds
Giving you hope granting you a choice

So what would happen if I spread my arms and try to fly..
Will I be as graceful in the air or will I drop deep into a whirl
The decision is yours to make..