The more everything happens the worse the feelings get,
the hate,
no trust,
backstabbers who think their all cool,
when their really not,
i don't want to deal with it anymore,
my boyfriend is cheating on me,
its the worst feeling in the world,
he sleeps with sleazy hookers,
who probably can satisfy him,
I don't want to deal with the pain and agony life brings, people tell me to get over it, my feelings are hidden and the only thing that can help me is death,
i don't want to but its an option I'm willing to do.
Heaven or hell?? I'm about to find out.
