You Think You Know...But You Have No Idea

I am a daughter, grand-daughter, mother, sister, niece, cousin, friend, a young girl and growing woman.
I am confident and scared, terrified and excited.
I am random and surprising, adventuresome and fascinating.
I am magnetic and captivating, comedic and entertaining.
I am loud and outgoing, sarcastic and witty.
I am loving and thankful, caring and thoughtful.
I am giggly and cheerful, encouraging and hopeful.
I am crazy and gullible, unique and lovable.
I am gutsy and memorable, feisty and noticeable.
I am loyal and forgiving, stubborn and understanding.
I am sick and tired.
I am broken and whole.
I am misguided and mislead.
I am hard working and determined.
I wish on the stars and dream my dreams.
I pray to God and cry my tears.
I smile on the outside while I'm dying on the inside.
I speak my own mind and refuse to compromise whats in my heart.
I stand up for myself and my own beliefs.
I fight hardest for what I love and what I know is right.
I always try to put you before me.
I listen to others who won't listen to me.
I walk on eggshells and I walk on fire.
I believe in passion and true love.
I love you and push you away.
I want you, but not that close.
I am everything and nothing all at once.
I can be hard to read and difficult to define.
I found the courage and strength to allow myself to be me.

And all I want is for you to love me.
And love all of me, for nothing more than I am.

[This is ME. It's all I know how to be.]