My Miserable Life

My life was never perfect but i never expected it to be
There were occasional fights here and there the normal thing with all families
Fights with your boyfriend
All was fine to me until a lady has to mess it all up calling my house causing problems with my parents trying to separate them
I was so sad and mad i couldn't t handle it i wanted to end my life, but what would that do
I would just start crying out of the blue one day my friend asked me what was wrong i didn't know if i should tell her but i did i let it all out
I didn't think she would understand but she did she was going through the same thing with her family
This was the hardest thing that had ever happened to me and that same week my boyfriend broke up with me my whole world was falling apart i just don't want to be here
I want to help but it seems that the more i try the more i get hurt
To this day my problems are even worse and i no longer feel or care what anyone else says i keep everyone out because i feel everyone hurts me whether they mean to or not
I guess i have no feelings I'm very well fine with it but sometimes i miss them