Leave me alone

You can treat me like dirt,
but i don't care anymore.
you can yell,
but i don't care anymore.
you can beat me,
but you can't break me.
im you're little dissapointment
that you can't get rid of.
you can tell me i'm worthless,
but i'm a damn good actor.
because it does matter to me,
the way you treat me.
i wish you knew.
i wish you'd stop.
you caused my scars.
i hate you for it.
it kills me inside,
when you look at me in disgust.
don't apologize.
you don't mean it.
why don't you just kill me?
i welcome the escape.
please just leave me alone.
just leave me alone.