This place,
I push it away
But no matter how hard I try
It gets closer every day
I can feel it creeping up on me
God, I dread the days of no light
I'm gasping for life
But it seems to be an unwinnable fight
I know there's always a reason to hang on
But the closer I get to the darkness inside
And the more it tears at me,
I find that there's no where else to hide
It's really getting to me
It's dragging me back down
It keeps getting even harder
To make it out without a frown
I feel as though the hurt and pain
Is never going to go away
The darkness is taking over
And anymore, I have no reason not to stay
The strength in me is almost gone
What's left to gain?
Cause the more I try,
The more I feel the pain
