I Wish Death Upon Your Memory.

I will not do this anymore.
I cannot do this anymore.
Loving you.
Telling myself that my hope will end up coming true.
I do nothing but lie to myself everytime i think of you.
Everytime i say your name.
Lies.
All lies.
You are not the man i used to love, believe in, and trust.
You are a completely different person now.
And i refuse to let myself love you.
If i have to fight until my last breath, i will stop loving you.
I do not care what it takes.
I do not care how much pain i must go through.
I will cut these ties.
I will banish you from my heart and my life.
It will be as though you never existed.
Those around you i will cut away from myself.
Anything to do with you i will burn.
I will make your memory die.
Every moment we had i will force myself to forget.
Everything about you i will make a haze.
You will be dead to me.
A stranger.
And i will love again.
I will be happy again.
I will not waste the time i have left.
I will not waste the pieces of my heart that are still whole.
I will give myself to someone else.
I will move on for good.
Soon, i will forget you, us, and every memory we ever shared.
I wish death upon your memory.

Goodbye for good.