For you mom

My mom,
was like my best friend.
Always there for me when i needed her,
a shoulder to cry on,
someone to wipe away my tears.
She always told me you'll be okay.
Helped me out when my friends and i would fight,
always told me to follow my heart,
do whats right.

I miss baking sweets,
having pillow fights,
getting our nails done together.
I miss waking up,
going downstairs and seeing her waiting for me.
She'd never let anybody hurt me,
if you tried,
that was your biggest mistake.

I'm her twin,
except for the hair and eye color,
She was a beautiful lady,
with a heart of gold.
Willing to brighten your day,
even if she couldn't her own.

Shes in my heart,
shes made me who i am today.
My mom died,
when i was 14.
Her addiction got the best of her,
and even tho she couldn't overcome it,
shes still my hero.

Nobody's perfect,
everybody makes mistakes.
Addictions aren't an easy thing to overcome.
She tried her best,
but it was to late.

I left her and moved away,
tried tough love to make her stop.
But it didn't work,
it was way to late.

The day she passed,
she took a part of me with her.
I'm no longer that little girl i once used to be,
I've grown up accepting her death,
wishing i could change things,
but knowing i can't.

Memories are all i have left,
Pictures all over my wall,
and her cross necklace around my neck.

Her viewing,
was the day i said my last goodbye.
Kissed her on the cheek,
and told her i love you forever.

On my back,
I have a tattoo for her,
On the very bottom it says,
Forever Baby girl.

I was her baby girl,
she always called me that.
Nobody else will ever take her place,
i can promise you that.
She wasn't just my mom,
but my best friend too.
I'd do anything in the world just to have her for one more minute,
Just to be able to tell her i love you,
I miss you,
And let her know I'm okay.

I miss those long everlasting hugs,
her kisses,
her grabbing my face and calling me her sweet innocent beautiful girl,
just knowing she was always there for me.

I know she's watching over me,
but it isn't the same.
Forever in my heart she will remain.

I love you mom,
and your always be apart of me<3.

In Memory of my mom
RIP
3/30/65-12/21/06