Deceiving Brain

When mouths of filth ramble on

When I get shot dead with a stare

When I get knocked over in the dairy section

It's like a milk spill, gushing out,

How much can a human bear?

When someone hates me without knowing me

forgetting that I'm a soulful child with a wide heart

When I get lied to because the truth might hurt

So they deceive me, from the start

What's ironic is, I can't tell the truth from a lie

it's become impossible to tell them apart

Pain is too hard to overcome and so I've-

But learned, to deceive my mind

Channeling my anger, my untamed kindle

To a corner of my brain that's deaf and blind

I created a realm that turns darkness into

Light-

I created a sanction that makes my life

a daily fight.

A fight for love and an escape from reality.

A world that's morals are built less on a woman's

sexuality. And more on how can I learn more about her

That girl that's not like everyone

But if you give her a chance,

She could help anyone, be anyone.

But hate is also blind, deaf and dumb

If we don't look alike, act alike we can't co-exist

Hate embeds them, not every man but some.

Is our blood both not red? Does my heart beat too?

Or does my body discriminate as well

Is me? Or is it you?

I mean I've hated it's natural

But what I've hated was well,

Hate.

Watch your tongue because your word's

can never be taken back.

Change before it's too-

Late

You may not like me, but I'll try liking you

Despite your judgements of what you think, I could be

I need to live past what I feel and

Judge others by what I see.

But until then I'm chained tight in my own

mind, deceiving my brain

That the word is wrong

and I'm the only human being left on mother earth

still sane.