If All Of It Was Fake

I find myself
Feeling somewhat betrayed
Lying here alone

Your eyes have lost their sparkle
Your hair has lost its lustre
I stare into the darkness
Searching for strength I cannot muster

I wonder why you look at me
I wonder if youre unhappy
If you are too polite
or simply looking for a fight

Part of me wants to steal you
I dont know if I can control
My mind, perhaps, just maybe
But definitely not my soul

I find a reason to smile
I find a reason to wake
How tragic would it be
If all of it was fake