You filled my dreams with even bigger dreams..
When it got cold you held me..
When it'd pour you'd meet me at the front door..
You did everything to make me smile,
Even if it made you look stupid after a while..
But what you didn't do was control yourself..
You didn't calm your voice,
You didn't listen to what i had to say,
You pushed and shoved into me,
Even when all i wanted was to walk away..
You hurt yourself,
my eyes as witness..
The way you'd bang your head on the window or punch yourself..
Was i not suppose to be afraid,
Was i not suppose to cry so much to where I'd end up so dry in the end..
Was i suppose to believe that a little prison time changed who i once remembered you as?!
OK..
Maybe made you worse then what used to be,
I'm sure of it,
Cant you see,
I rather not chance it,
Not even if it were meant to be.
Yes my heart gets to choose in whom it may love, but for the safety of me and my son,
Your just not the one for me..
My happiness lyes in someone else's dreams,
And for the faith in those i have,
I'd rather keep searching..
