On Heaven's Door

Alone i strolled on an empty path,
only with my dreams
and faith of better times

To reach for the sky,
was my motto
Yet wings, i had none

Who was i to determine my fate?
but a young boy,
with a feeble mind,
longing to be a man

I stared in the mirror
and heard voices
My conscience was trying to speak,
but the words fell on deaf ears

Lost in the abyss,
trapped in a dark void,
of eternal anguish and sorrow
my life so became

I looked to the heavens above,
hoping for a sign
Cheating myself,
to dreams that amounted to nothing

Then a soft breeze passes by
Reality hits
and my mind freezes

I wonder,
with the life i led,
will they let me in?