Suicidal Beauty

by Burning Angel   Dec 25, 2011

Echos of hatred run through my mind.
Slowly going insane, losing hold of life.
Dig the knife deeper into my skin.
Losing myself, this has got to be a sin.

This demon eats slowly at my soul.
Slowly, hatefully, my body growing cold.
Telling myself it will all be over soon.
Soon my neck will pop like a balloon.

Have to get out of this place.
Losing my life, this is a disgrace.
I've lost everything I've ever loved.
Now my life is gone down below, not above.

The memory of the screams in life.
I've lost the hope in my stride.
I feel this anger, i feel this pain.
This blood has frozen in my veins.

I'm done, have a good life without me.
I knew you just wouldnt be able to see.
Me popping these pills.
Beginning to lose feel.

I've lost my grip on reality.
I am so sick of this non-existent beauty.

Now I am gone and you cant get me back.
Screw you, im done with this crap....


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  • 4 years ago

    by Redangelwings

    I like this poem a lot Hailey. Though it is really sad but it is filled with your hearts emotion. The feelings of death are there from the start. You show you want to die right away and it's sad though I know this is true. I love the knife in your skin though. It shows a lot of dark imagery. Yes it is a sin for suicide but sometimes it's hard not to have these feelings.I like how you say the demons eat at your soul. The demons could be represented as depression or sadness. You are growing more and more numb which makes you feel cold.

    Life is very difficult and I understand why you need to get out. The pain is sometimes so overwhelming you can't do anything about it. You say you are going to hell but it seems in reality you are already there. Blood has frozen in your veins and there is nothing you can do. You want to scream but its all on the inside. You want to have a good life but it's ending here. We are all beauty inside and it's hard to see though. You are beautiful and strong. I know you have overcome so much from this poem. You eant to be done with this pain and that is great. 5/5

  • 5 years ago

    by Robert Gardiner

    A Superb Write!!!

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  • 5 years ago

    by Silent Girl

    Very good poem i can relate to this poem because i used ot cut myself i feel the pain and hurt from this poem a lot very touching sad really deep :(

  • 5 years ago

    by DirgeVenustas

    Darkly darkly..wonderful write. maybe its my own cynical taste. i simply loved this. if these are your true feelings then i am sorry you feel that way. but on another note the sheer insanity of this poem, the longing and suffering was wonderful. my favorite so far!