Mom

I woke up today and I just couldn't do it mom

Everyone stared and asked questions, it was hard

I tried my best to get through it mom

Happiness now seems so far.

They meant the world to me mom

I can't handle losing people again

I want to make them see mom

They've put me through so much pain

I didn't mean to hurt anyone mom

They know that, it isn't fair

I did everything I could to fix this on my own mom

I guess they just don't want me there

I'm tired of being stepped on mom

I'm sick of feeling sorry for things I didn't do

I really just want to be gone mom

This poem goes out to you

No matter what I do mom,

Just know you've helped so much

I always have and always will love you mom

But I've lost my special touch

My smile has disappeared mom

Each day becomes the worst

All I do is fear now mom

This situation really hurts

I wish they understood me mom

How much I really care

That's it I give up now mom

I though I just should share.