Announcement

Announcement

Tears pour down my face
But you don't see
To make sure you wouldn't watch the breaking of my surface
I put my force into turning away quickly so you couldn't know

The pain in my eyes
The redness of my cheeks
Inside I need to let out these cries
I can't let you meet the dying me

Tears come pouring down my cheeks
They will fall by the dozens
This time I can't let them leak
That sadness in me you can't meet

You laughed
Taunted at my printed words
Which sunk my life raft
One of the only still standing

I wrote you that from the heart
Full of feelings
But you tore my words apart
Ripped my insides surviving strength

You witness
Me diving for the bathroom
I try to stand onto my strong fitness
Of hiding what a mess I am

Losing you kills me everywhere I roam
It doesn't feel the least bit fair
Losing you feels so wrong

When was the last time our wires were crossed
When was the last time you gave love a true shot
I know you tried hard
But not hard enough

I couldn't look into your eyes
The comforting was now a lie
The reason I left
Was to hid the flood

Posters hung in the halls
Showing me how far my failure falls
These painful stings hang up on the walls
The dance where more dreams will come to fall

I walked by to get away
But you looked up and your mouth opened
But there was nothing to say
I saw the pain in your yes
I almost cried again wanting you to stay

You're not a bad person
And as much as you sharpen your claws
They still stab me
And I still bleed

You try to take back all the pain
But every memory suffocates me
You never meant to hurt me in any way
But I miss you each and every day

Time rolls by lightning fast
Love isn't meant to last
Everything goods turns into past