Scattered

My desires are hidden and unknown
My heart is getting hard like a stone
I am totally confused, lost and alone
With a weak and empty soul I moan
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By current of guilt I have been drawn
By wind of conflicts I have been blown
In the deepest hole I have been thrown
I lost all of my emotions in that blind zone
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Although sins to be forgiven when someone atone
But only despair within my heart has been grown
And although road of salvage is already known
I still couldn't escape this hell and save my own
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If only, and only I know where to find my missing tone
Then maybe I would be cleansed from sins I had atone
But reality is...not a single ray of hope has been shown
So I am fading away little by little as I moan and groan