Hard to Say Goodbye

There once was a time
You turned to me for advice
I was always so honest
I hoped that would suffice

I was there with you to laugh
And held you when you cried
You say I'm a bad friend
At least I never lied

I told you you meant the world to me
What was going on
You made it seem like you understood me
I guess that thought was wrong

I told you about my past
You shared yours as well
We created so many memories
Now my heart is starting to swell

I didn't want to lose you
I tried my best to be true
I'm sorry if you think I was wrong
I was just being honest with you

I'm sorry for caring too much
That's just who I am you see
I was tired of seeing you hurt
I wasn't trying to be mean

I'm sorry for always screwing up
When all I try to do is make things right
I didn't think that one thing
Would end up in a fight

I'm sorry, I really miss you
But I don't know what else to say
I really hope soon you will see
And we can be friends again some day

You've left footprints on my heart
I remember things so much its hard
My arms are always open for you
But now my heart is scarred

See you did something too.
Left me when I needed you so bad
But you're right you're the only one
Who had reason to be mad.

Now I'm all alone again
But hey it could be worse
I wish I never lost you
I'm just really hurt