They are better off

Everyone is better off without me
That thought just hit me like a ton of bricks
Its the truth And I have to deal with it

All I do is cause pain to the ones I love
no matter how hard I try not to
I somehow end up hurting them

So from now on I'll hide away from the world
keep the horrible person that is me
from those who I love

They will all move on
sure they'll be sad at first
But that wont last long

But Some I will Miss the most
My twin
and my lord

They will be the hardest to break away from
And it will kill me inside
I know I will never move on

All I want to do is curl up
and pretend this all away
I just want to go back to last year

It breaks my heart to leave them
They are like my family
But I know its for the best

They will to in the end
Once they realize how easier life is
without me there to damper it

And even though I don't want to
I know its what i have to do
Because when you love something let it go.

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