Darkness around me

In the Darkness
I sit with my heart torn in two.
I can't comprehend
Why I am not here without you. All I was left with was nothing
But a scar.
You're like a pain that'll never go away.
So then I get in my car.
With a vithe of vodka on my lips.
I keep the tip of my fingers.
left for the lingers of my soul
To cry so then as I drive
with this Haze I show my craze. But there is no time left.
The vodka; running down my vains
Like the poison you were to my Soul slowly killing me
day after day.
I thought it was fun but now I load this gun.
And I blow my brains out towards The sun. </3