Douchbaggery

I'll admit, I've been a douchebag
I've hurt the ones I love;
I've lied, I've cheated, I've been less than scum
but I'm here to make rise above

I didn't care how much it took
to make a person cry;
I'd laugh, and point and scowl at them
and wished to GOD they'd die

To see someone I loved so much
to suffer worse than me;
It made me feel so good inside
cuz it was them, not me.

I hated the skin I lived in
but nobody stopped to ask why...
Cuz I was just a "bad, bad girl"
to be punished, ...to be left to die.

For all I have hurt with my douchebag ways
I am sorry for all that I did
If I'd know then, what I know today
I would never have harmed you :(