Don't Know What to Feel

I don't know what to feel.
I just wish this pain I feel wasn't so real.
I feel a bit alone at the moment.
I feel like my heart has been broken.
I see no way out of this torment.
I see her and I can't help but to give her a smile.
I just feel so futile.
I feel burdened.
In need of a friend.
In need of someone who can understand.
I don't know what to feel.
I don't see a way out of this torment.
I guess I wish I was dead for the moment.