I'm really hoping this was not written from real feelings Thomas, and more of just you wanting to write about suicide to write something different.

Loved the title, really intiguing . I tell you, my favorite lines of this whole poem was

" Make my death an horrific painting
Use my bedroom wall as my canvas"

That was so amazing! I think those lines will put a terrible image in the readers head, however what's a poem that doesn't create us imagery?..well done!

When you sacrifice your self
To have whatever sanity left in you up for grabs
Is truly a sad thing
You must of been going through a lot that you can't keep up with to come with such suicidal thoughts
But T remember
That you're the master of your soul and you alone can set the sight on something big for you in your life
Always have faith brother
And keep writing
You never seize to dazzle and inspire me with every peace you pin brother T

Your awesome... and my new friend... so you can't go anywhere... really good poem...: )