All I ever wanted was my father's love, But now that he is gone I can only pray to the heavens above, All of my memories of him make me so sad, They only leave me wishing I still have my dad,
Didn't he love me enough to hold on, i wish I could have done more when everything started to go wrong, I wish I could have gave him all of my strength, so he could be strong, was it all of the pain that he felt for so long, that drove him to use heroin until he was gone, he chose to play the game, in the end he became the heroins pawn, the the Devils drug made him give up on everything and lose it all, but in the end I was there to catch him when he would fall, they say that everything happens for a reason, but this kind of pain I don't understand at all, saying goodbye to my father was the hardest thing I ever did, he left behind all of his family and friends but most of all it is too beautiful kids...
